Tonight I asked God and myself that question a hundred times. I wonder why we have to go through the things we go through. It's difficult to experience what I experienced today. I've never gone through anything like it before, and it breaks my heart thinking about it... :( Tonight I feel like God's Will was done but right now in this moment, His Will just feels not-so-great... It's that uncomfortable position after waking up that I touched on in my "Snooze Button" post earlier this week. Anyway, while following God's Will is the best thing to do, today I realized how hard it is to be obedient. Today's lesson was that: His will is difficult sometimes, but in the long run, it'll pay off... And as hard as it is to see the happy ending for myself and those involved today, I trust in Him that it'll come soon. I will continually trust in His guiding hand to show me His plan for my life.
Everything happens for a reason. And while today would prove otherwise, I still trust in that fact. For some divine reason, today happened. For some divine reason, this past month and a half happened. I have no idea why... but I know Someone who does. He'll make that clear soon to me... He'll answer my question, "Why did that have to happen?"
Someday. Soon.
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