Useless

Over the past week or so, that's how I've felt. Useless. That word has been constantly coming up in my head. I have been feeling like I'm not pretty enough. I'm not smart enough. I'm not good enough in this world, and I serve no purpose... But I know in my heart that's not true. God died for me because I am good enough. He died for me because I am worth it. Each time that word has come to mind, I know God has been whispering to me, "You are useful, and You are a divine part of my Plan. You have a purpose." Today is a reminder of that. Good Friday.

God had a plan all along... a good and perfect plan. Jesus was that plan. His death changed the course of history for all of mankind. God sent Him into this broken world and used Him. Like that, I trust that God's using me to serve in His perfect Will. Right now, it's hard to see the end of that, but I believe in it. I am useful. God is able to use anyone... even a imperfect being like me.