What in the world am I doing? What in the world does God think He's doing right now in my life? How in the world does this even make sense? These are the questions that have swarmed my head today. Why? How? I just don't understand the way God works in my life... but I guess I'm not programmed to do so. I will never understand.
But at the end of the day, I guess that doesn't matter. As I was walking home tonight I realized that God does know what He's doing. This sweet truth isn't something new, it's just another reminder. In fact, this is something that God reminds me over and over. He knows I need the reminders, too! But also as I was walking home in the rain, God placed on my heart another small, but sweet truth: He knows what He's doing, but even more than that, He puts a lot of thought into it.
It brought a smile to my face, actually. You might not think this is something to write a post on, but it was something I needed to be reminded of. Who am I that He would be mindful of me? Who am I that God would put this much thought into my life? He doesn't just hand me everything to make life a breeze... but instead He puts circumstances in my life that almost forces me to continually seek Him. At the end of the day, I know they'll make me stronger. They may push me beyond my limits, but I know it's worth it because of the skillful and thoughtful hands that are orchestrating each moment in my life... God.
He knows what He's doing. At the end of the day, it comes down to Him. His Will, not mine.
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