Wednesday, July 18, 2012

"I'm always afraid I'm gonna mess it up."

I said that today in regards to something that doesn't really matter in the long run. I still thought it several times in my head though. That's why I find myself having a harder time taking those risks I know God has called me to do in this moment. Today, there was an instance where I was just doubtful about myself and all I could do was worry I was going to mess up. But I didn't. I did alright. I had help along the way, though. And that's what got me through it!

So when it comes to the big decisions in life, I still know I don't need to doubt myself anymore. I need that confidence only found in Jesus. He's got me through so much already. I know I'm ready. In my heart, I believe I'm ready to take this new step. Whether I'll fall when I take that risky step or not, I'll take it in faith. That's the safest bet. I have people who love me praying for me. I have Jesus with me, too. It's gonna be okay. I won't mess it up.

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